5 months without you. :(
Ngayon ung
5th month death-sary ng Papa ko.
Yeah. Wala na po sya. :(
He died because of asthma. Naitakbo pa sya sa hospital kaso kinabukasan
biglang wala na . Iniwan na nya kami .
Parang "Papa, bakit? ilang months nlang gagraduate na ko . tapos ndi mo na makikita .
Para sa inyo pa nman un eh .. Gusto ko proud kayo sakin ."
Ang dami kong tanong .
Dumating pa sa point na pati si God tinatanong ko kung bakit .
Kung bakit sa dinamidami ng tao sa mundo , bakit ung Papa ko pa ung kinuha nya .
Bakit ndi nalang ung mga taong gumagawa ng masama para sa iba ?
Sobrang bait ng Papa ko kaya BAKIT SYA PA ?
Madalas kong mapanaginipan si Papa .
Pero ung panaginip ko , parang buhay lang sya .. Ung normal na araw lang samin .
Tapos kahapon , nasa cemetery kami (every Sunday namin binibisita si Papa)
biglang nagsalita ung Kuya ko .
Kuya : "Napanaginipan ko si Papa , pero nung nakaraan pa un ."
ako : "Anong sabi ni Papa ?"
Kuya : "Iba na itsura nya eh . Mapayat sya tapos medyo mahaba ung buhok tsaka mukha syang bata . "
ako : "baka nung binata pa si Papa"
Kuya : "nakahiga sya eh . tapos kinamusta ko sya , sabi nya OKAY NAMAN AKO"
Wala na . naluluha na ko nung mga eksena na un pero sobrang pinigilan ko ung emotion ko dahil andun si Nanay . Alam ko kasing iiyak din un kpag nkita nya kong umiiyak .
Yung dream ng Kuya ko about kay Papa , siguro SIGN un na OKAY lang si Papa kung nasan man sya ngayon . At alam kong ndi nya kami papabayaan .
Pa , Mahal na Mahal ka namin .. Sobrang MISS ka na namin ! :(
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meet me halfway
Name: Mitchie
Residing in: Philippines
Birthday: November 27
Status:I’m single with no intentions of looking for a guy. this time, i’m letting him find me.
i’m the type of girl that smiles everyday so no one would figure out her emotions, but during the night, i always cry myself to bed. it sucks because i can’t open up my feelings without feeling vulnerable and stripped of my rights.
i am not a “hot” girl. i will probably never turn you on, or take your breath away, or impress your friends with the way i look… but i can make you laugh and make you feel wanted. i really wish that could be enough, just once.
i might not have the biggest boobs nor the biggest butt, i might not have the most bangin’ body either. my smile isn’t perfect and i know my face isn’t the cutest. my hair isn’t always going to look good, and my clothes, they’re not always going to be nice or in the latest fashion.
i might not have any good talents to show you, and i don’t have the best gpa to show off. i get mad, irritated, and jealous real easily and i might get bossy at times. i’m sometimes insecure and i’m very stubborn. but i promise if you gave me a chance, i will give you the best part of me. and all these tiny little things, they won’t matter..
Random Thoughts
i want a cinderella story, a notebook romance, a walk to remember true-to-death love. and to be completely honest, i want you and only you.
i want to stop wishing for you at 11:11 because you’re already mine. i want to draw your name in hearts and not feel guilty.
i want to stop sitting up at night praying to GOD to make you mine. i want to be with you, and only you. i want to text you day and night, i want to hug you and never let go, i want you to kiss me on the cheek, just to be spontaneous, i want to hold hands with you and show you off to the world. i want you, and only you.
1.) i don’t know how much longer i can pretend to be your friend!
2.) i want you to move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me.
3.) i want you to show me that its possible for two people to stay together forever.
4.) i want you to hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
5.) i wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile.
6.) if we are destined to be together, then even if our love fails now, we will have another chance.
7.) when you meet a person that you feel like he/she is treating you somewhat special, do not fall for that feeling right away because it is much painful when you start craving for that feeling not knowing that it is just his nature.
8.) i wanna get back to the old days. when the phone would ring. and i knew it was you.
9.) the “i” in front of “love you” means everything.
10.) who can still make me laugh when i’m in a bad mood.
11.) someone who will wipe my sweat with his hanky just because i played too much in my favorite game.
12.) you’re my superman.
13.) i’d love to see myself from a boy’s perspective.
14.) someone who can give me advice about friends and family even when he knows that he sucks at it.
15.) i miss it when i push your hair out of your face and put my hands on the back of your head and push you closer to me so that i can kiss you.
16.) i want to be the girl you take home to introduce to your mom and dad.
17.) i wouldn’t trade this distance with you for someone closer and i’d pick sleeping on the phone with you than sleeping in someone else’s arms.
18.) lately i’ve realized that all i really need is somebody who will listen to my bullshit, call me out on my bullshit, and love me despite my bullshit.
19.) re-reading my inbox when i can’t sleep at night.
20.) i love it when you kiss me, and touch my hair, when you pull me close and silently promise that you’ll always stay.
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