EMPTY .
Things changed . People changed . Feelings changed .
You know what , I don't get the idea why people change - FAST .
Is it for the better or for the worse ?
Maybe I believed in him and put to my mind the idea that he'll never change at all .
That he'll stay the same and will never hurt my feelings .
Well I guess , I was wrong to believe all the things he said and all the promises he made .
DISAPPOINTMENT hurts .
Do you ever get the feeling we're you don't know that person anymore or seems like he never know you at all ?
It's like you're a stranger when he saw you .
You don't know if you're going to say hi or not because you're afraid that maybe he'll never give a single thought back to you .
I felt like I'm a dying star and leaving the sky EMPTY . :(
You know what hurts the most ?
The memories that flashes back everytime you saw him .
The memories that you know will never happen again .
The memories that slowly turns to a bitter past .
All I want is an answer WHY he changed .
But I'm afraid to know what he'll say because I'm sure it'll break my heart into pieces .
I don't what to hurt my feelings anymore and I'm tired .
I don't want to hold on anymore because I don't have anymore reason to stay at all .
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meet me halfway
Name: Mitchie
Residing in: Philippines
Birthday: November 27
Status:I’m single with no intentions of looking for a guy. this time, i’m letting him find me.
i’m the type of girl that smiles everyday so no one would figure out her emotions, but during the night, i always cry myself to bed. it sucks because i can’t open up my feelings without feeling vulnerable and stripped of my rights.
i am not a “hot” girl. i will probably never turn you on, or take your breath away, or impress your friends with the way i look… but i can make you laugh and make you feel wanted. i really wish that could be enough, just once.
i might not have the biggest boobs nor the biggest butt, i might not have the most bangin’ body either. my smile isn’t perfect and i know my face isn’t the cutest. my hair isn’t always going to look good, and my clothes, they’re not always going to be nice or in the latest fashion.
i might not have any good talents to show you, and i don’t have the best gpa to show off. i get mad, irritated, and jealous real easily and i might get bossy at times. i’m sometimes insecure and i’m very stubborn. but i promise if you gave me a chance, i will give you the best part of me. and all these tiny little things, they won’t matter..
Random Thoughts
i want a cinderella story, a notebook romance, a walk to remember true-to-death love. and to be completely honest, i want you and only you.
i want to stop wishing for you at 11:11 because you’re already mine. i want to draw your name in hearts and not feel guilty.
i want to stop sitting up at night praying to GOD to make you mine. i want to be with you, and only you. i want to text you day and night, i want to hug you and never let go, i want you to kiss me on the cheek, just to be spontaneous, i want to hold hands with you and show you off to the world. i want you, and only you.
1.) i don’t know how much longer i can pretend to be your friend!
2.) i want you to move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me.
3.) i want you to show me that its possible for two people to stay together forever.
4.) i want you to hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
5.) i wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile.
6.) if we are destined to be together, then even if our love fails now, we will have another chance.
7.) when you meet a person that you feel like he/she is treating you somewhat special, do not fall for that feeling right away because it is much painful when you start craving for that feeling not knowing that it is just his nature.
8.) i wanna get back to the old days. when the phone would ring. and i knew it was you.
9.) the “i” in front of “love you” means everything.
10.) who can still make me laugh when i’m in a bad mood.
11.) someone who will wipe my sweat with his hanky just because i played too much in my favorite game.
12.) you’re my superman.
13.) i’d love to see myself from a boy’s perspective.
14.) someone who can give me advice about friends and family even when he knows that he sucks at it.
15.) i miss it when i push your hair out of your face and put my hands on the back of your head and push you closer to me so that i can kiss you.
16.) i want to be the girl you take home to introduce to your mom and dad.
17.) i wouldn’t trade this distance with you for someone closer and i’d pick sleeping on the phone with you than sleeping in someone else’s arms.
18.) lately i’ve realized that all i really need is somebody who will listen to my bullshit, call me out on my bullshit, and love me despite my bullshit.
19.) re-reading my inbox when i can’t sleep at night.
20.) i love it when you kiss me, and touch my hair, when you pull me close and silently promise that you’ll always stay.
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